So sorry CBK. My grandmother use to softly quote an old saying that helped put things in perspective for me whenever something like this would happen......"I felt sorry that I had no shoes until I saw the man who had no feet".
As long as we live, we will never understand life nor be able to guess about it....b/c it will change from day to day and it can throw us for a loop. I know this has affected you. Please continue to take care of yourself, for we all are concerned about our CBK. Have that stomach seen about....could be just nerves, but could be something else too.
BTW, don't know what you are taking to help you sleep, but if it is Melatonin, I had to learn that if you don't take enough...you will wake up too early. For me, it would take three of the 3mg tablets to be able to sleep without waking up so early in the morning.
My thoughts are with you......
Sandi
It is not about what you feel should work in your M. It is about doing the work that gets the right results. Do what works!