You are right. I need to tell him more how I like each specific thing. I have been generalizing a lot, in today's email I said that I can feel how things are going to be different for us and as long as we keep working and communicating we will be ok. He said he feels so different talk to me now, that a switch has been turned on. He said he knows we are on the road to recovery. We are doing pretty good.
Now, .....I just need to keep my mind on what I want...My eyes filled up with tears upon thinking about OM today. It's so frustrating...I know I don't want to be with him and yet that "OM love" keeps getting to me. Thank God I got rid of everything or I'd be "checking myspaces, messengers, etc.". It's so stupid, the sadness angers me.....I'm mad at myself for being this way.
