Most guys don't have the patience for this. That is my belief. I almost didn't.
I have one question, one comment, and two observations. And I want you to realize that we are not too disimilar in what happened to us.
My question. Do you believe in MLC, as in a sickness, or mental illness? Not just some psycho babble gobbilly-gook? (Two questions really the same question)
My Comment: No one is attacking you, no one gains anything by making you feel bad, no one wants to hurt you.
My observations: Your anger is no longer your shield but your sword. Life is not fair.
If any of this made sense to you drop me a note on my thread. I'd be happy to walk with you on this crappy trip. But you have to put in.
Experience is a brutal teacher, but you learn. My God, do you learn. - C.S. Lewis
Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B. - Jack3Beans
Listen without defending; Speak without offending - FaithinAK