Thankfully I'm out of my blue mood.. I've gone from that into an almost indifferent mood.. although I've had a R talk with my H.. I know it's a no no but I felt semi confident that we are currently secure in our friendship mode.. So I asked him if we are exclusive.. as in are we together but just living apart right now.. and if this is the case how long does he see us living this way?
He said yes, that there isn't anyone else. That he wants to be with me.. but that he still has some mental work that he has to do... and that he does not know when we'll all be living under the same roof again.
I know its a backslide to have this kind of talk.. and I know that he could be lying (since we're not supposed to listen to what they say.. but pay attention to what they do)... But I just wanted to talk about something real.. something important.. not that his work isn't important.. or my yoga and career counseling isn't important... it's just not the same.
So you can 2x4 me if you want... I know it was against the DBing way...
