Gosh, I'm have a pity me day today. It's a holiday here and I'm sitting around doing nothing.
I know what I need to do (make friends, GAL) but it's so hard to get on track. Everyone seems to already have their group of friends and with the language barrier combined with my pickiness I feel doomed to be like this.
I can't seem to get past the lies (whether by ommission or flat out) that H has told me. I can't tell whats the truth and whats a lie anymore. Seems to be too many coincidences to be true in my sitch.
I'm kind of angry but also very dissappointed that this is going on. I wish I could fix it all today but I can't. It amazes me how people can go through their sitch and stand for their Ms for 2 or 3 years. How do they do it?
Jen
Jen *The more anger towards the past you carry in your heart, the less capable you are of loving in the present*
