I got all of my strength and call an attorney to make an appointment. Guess what? She isn't in today. Uh. I might not have the guts to do it again later. I have social anxiety and my issue is talking on the phone. So besides the fact that I am scared of going to see a lawyer I am also scared of talking on the phone.

H TMed me saying that he loves me and he is wanting to work on things. Talk is cheap anymore. If you are wanting to work on things and love me, then why do you stay out all night? I don't understand.

And if he is just going to flit around from one woman to the next, what is the point of keeping me around? Besides to pay his car payment, I guess.

I am angry. I feel like I totally set myself up for failure in this. I am too nice. I am too nice to everyone and allow people to walk all over me. I just never thought that my own husband would be the one taking such advantage of me.

Me-31 H-38
M: 5 yrs T: 7 yrs
No kids
Went to Prostitutes 10-1-06
Found out about OW 12-24-07
Bomb on EA/PA: 1-2-08
OW ended it with H "for good" 3-8-08
OW is back 4-19-08
H and OW tell me that they are in love 5-19-08
Filed for divorce 6-5-08
Divorced 7-2-08