H didn't come home last night until 2am. And I totally messed up by TM him many times. I am at a loss for words, really. Coming home at 2am is not acceptable in my eyes.

The only thing I really can think of is that H starts his nursing classes on May 19. He will have class M-Thurs. until 10pm each night. Once that starts up, it will be much easier on me to go dark. In the meantime I am going to attempt once again to go as dark as I can. I really don't want to talk to him anymore anyway. I have nothing more to say to him.


Me-31 H-38
M: 5 yrs T: 7 yrs
No kids
Went to Prostitutes 10-1-06
Found out about OW 12-24-07
Bomb on EA/PA: 1-2-08
OW ended it with H "for good" 3-8-08
OW is back 4-19-08
H and OW tell me that they are in love 5-19-08
Filed for divorce 6-5-08
Divorced 7-2-08