Drowning still - 23 years, feel like I am sinking

[CBK]

Glad you back from Detroit. I actually went back and forth about the ice cream, but knew she would not even know it was there and she has not been feeling well. But I see your point. As you know, if that is the worst thing I did today, pretty darn good day! :-)

Yea, isn't rocket science why I am losing weight, but want to get the blood tests, etc... Once I level off, I will get over to Nordstom and get those clothes fitting again and need to start looking at new casual clothes, actually looking forward to that! I have never been much of a shopper, that is because I was lazy! And then I would complain what W bought me! What a schmuck...

My kids are amazing young adults - they are so sensative to both W and me,which is what I would have hopped. Definetely did something right there!

Amazing you lost 75 lbs and kept most of them off - very impressive!

I did re-examin my faith during this rock-bottom experience. I felt I needed to make a decision, I was at a cross-road - as I have said, I am very spiritual person and felt I was letting everybody down. He was with me as I went through this time, I was at the bottom and He was with me. Now I need to let Him handle W's sitc' and I need to worry about me and my kids. I need to be stronger, much stronger.

I am up for the journey.

Thanks Faithful,

CBK