Nutty, You couldnt be more right. I need to make this about what I want and what is good for me and what I can tolerate. You are making things much clearer for me, and I thank you for that. I never used to think in my entire life before my H's MLC struck, that he would ever leave me. My H texted me several times this evening: H:"I'm ready, Its still confusing though". H: "is it too late right now?" tip:"Yea its kinda late and I would rather c u another day and tommorow is pretty full". H:"I agree no rush, but I want to do this thing". H: " Do you trust me - yes or no"? (what is he in middle school or something - wow!!!!!!!!!!!) H: "Thats the core issue Hun, I love you - but we cant be together". H: "So it hurts -ALOT! but we have to sucumb to the facts. Pain is weakness leaving the body. be my friend. Please. I miss you".
I didn't respond to any of his texts other than the first one.
He is pissed off right now - I am sure of it. He is also probably wasted at the bar or strip club. He wants to bait me into a fight and to talking to him in texts, and I will not crumble. If he wants to talk to me it will be in person. He is such a coward right now. He wants me to fall for it, I need to be strong and stop doing what I have always done - he needs to feel more like he's gonna lose me. TIPPER
