I'm so sorry you're feeling this way. It is so freaking painful. And confusing. And all-consuming. I'm so exhausted from thinking, worrying, the anger... the fear. Ugh.

My heart truly goes out to you. I hope you can find some happiness soon.

M: 37
H: 36
Married: Aug 13, 2004
Decision to Divorce: July 20, 2008
Reconciled: September 2008
Current: Ambivalence