I'm sorry you're sad, and that you're hurting. I've been there. I would have "angry" days, and then "indifferent" days, and then days when I would just pity my wife. Those were most of the days -- one of those three. But then there were days when I was just very, very sad. It usually came late at night, when the house was empty, and I was alone with my thoughts.
I used to write stuff -- song lyrics. Maybe I'll post them on here someday.
