Everything comes in waves doesn't it? Tonight I feel very sad. You would think that as time passes the sadness would fade but it really doesn't it just moves in and out. It never leaves just not as strong sometimes.
The one thing I can say I am pleased with is that I did not ask H how he made out "trying" today when he called to talk to D and then lingered on the phone to ask me how my day was. Other than that small personal victory everything else seems to suck.
Tomorrow will be 4 months since H admitted to the affair, 4 months and I still have no idea what I am doing.
Last edited by neecy22; 05/01/0801:53 AM.
Me~34 H~38 D6.5
EA/PA-DEC.07
Moved out~Apr.13,08 Sep. Papers~Dec.7,08 No contact order ~Dec.9,08 and again October 13, 2009
