Hi everyone - I've been posting in the midlife crisis board but now I think I belong here. I'm 39 and have a 4 year old S and now we've just started the D. I still love my H so much so this D is very hard for me and I guess I'm scared and lonely and just feel so lost so I was hoping that maybe someone here might have some advice for me. Anyway this coming Monday I have another appointment with my L only this time my H and his L are joining us for the first time so my question is does anyone know what might happen at this appointment? I mean I just don't know what to expect and I'm so nervous about all of us meeting because every time I meet with my L I start to cry and I dont want that to happen so I wanted to be prepared. Also like I said I'm so scared to be D with a small s and I would love to hear ANY advice from anyone.
