Thank you all to the response my last post. It helps to know there's people out there who understand how much I've tried.

Fig - Thanks for being brave and pointing out that a D might not be a bad thing in the long run.

Jack - Thanks for reminding me that I still should have some happiness in my life.

Karen - I hope D10 will be alright if I get a D. Thanks for reminding me that my D will still L.

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