puppy, jeff, kat, and karen...thank you so much for the support. I'm only strong because of everyone on here's help. If it wasn't for this forum (seriously) I don't know if I would have done the right thing. It's still hard. Every day is hard. But, every day is a little better.
Kat, make those changes you need to make for your marriage and yourself. It will make a difference. If only my H had done some things sooner, I would have come back sooner and he would have looked a lot more attractive to me had he changed himself for the better.
I got that affair book. GOing to read in it tonight before H gets home from late shift.
Latest little scoop- Things between H and I are good. He is hugging me all the time (not normal for him)and is asking me about things (again, not normal for him). He is telling me things about his day and work (not normal for him) and I am interested in what he is telling me (not normal for me). I want to hug him back (not normal for me) and I am missing him when he is gone (not normal for me). All in all, things seem good. That is until he gets to thinking about my A again and wants to talk about it......I'm dreading it.
I thought about OM again today....not as much as usual but on my mind still. I got myself busy as soon as I could so I didn't dwell on it. My house is becoming amazingly spotless like never before!
