You can't expect that you'll sit across from someone that you've dated three times, after having your heart broke several times, and expect that it will be the same. I'm frankly surprised that you loved so deeply again right after divorce to get hurt this bad, but those things you pine for are possible with more than one person.
So, she really doesn't care whether you have any contact with her kids? Have you tried? Do you remember their birthdays and holidays? If the kids meant that much to you and she shut you out of their lives as well, does that say anything to you? It does to me.
You cannot be lonely if you like the person you're alone with. Dr. Wayne Dyer
