A little side note, I email H today, and suggested that the time was right to finally get rid of the elephant in the room once and for all! We come along way, and we need to do this in order to truly move on. I have never really told h of my feelings, and how thing affected me, and we have never truly talked about the why's. I don't want details of what happened, at this stage there is really no point, I think that would just hurt us both more then anything, but I think its important that we both understand each other now. I still have alot of issue's and I don't think H realizes the depth of affect this has had, and he needs to hear that. I have of course given some idea over this period, but when most of it was said H was not really mentally able to process, so now is the time. We have set the talk for Friday evening, and will have a couple of drinks and weather permitting sit out by our outside fireplace. I believe its time, and if things break down, then it was meant to be and we can move on.
Me - 44 H - 44 M - 19yrs together - 23yrs D16 S8 EA/PA - Bomb Oct20/06 Jan 8/07 Feb 01/07 Jul 15/07 H still @ home Recovered!
