depseration is the same all over

and

just because we survived doesn't mean desperate is attractive

no one wants to be wanted just for the sake of being wanted

you do deserve to be sweapt off your feet
clearly she isn't doing it

stop looking for it

you need to be happy with who you are and where you are before you can ever be happy with someone else

if you go into it looking for someone to fulfill that need, you will always come up short

you have to do it for yourself
you have to feed that need all by yourself