my ex I'm sure has sensed desperation. No doubt. Its a sad thing comming from here thinking...but they will understand. I said it before, we are all the same really. I do believe I am weaker than most. Don't know why but am.
The dating on the web site, I do put up a front and don't talk about past. No, I am probably not ready so to speak. But look at what all we have delt with. I bet almost all of our marriages ended because of an affair or an affair was involved. I was just hoping to find someone to sweep ME off my feet. That and it beat reading thread after thread of newcommers going through that. We can all be swept off our feet, why not me trying it on a singles site?
I know I have been desperate with the ex. Just hoped things would be different because of where we came from.
