I don't want to be angry period. Ick, it's not me. So yes, I will not allow him or anyone else to break my spirit.
hugs))))))))))) you are super hon.
It seems for a while we have to conquer a new Everest, a new challenge to deal with, yours right now is in tolerating the fact that the apples of your eye will be near her (perhaps in the future i'll be dealing w/that too).
I guess it is like taking a bitter tasking cough syrup, you are taking your first sip now..and it's going down...and now its gone.
Here is a spoonful of sugar you way Lis, I'm holding your hand in cyber space
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.
((( Lissie ))) When I read your posts, my heart hurts, and my eyes tear up. I just feel it, well I felt it, it dosnt hurt anymore, for me but yes for our babies it will always have some effect, how can it not??
I know you know like my friends tell me, that my S is lucky enough to have my family and their support, like your babies have you and your wonderful family, thats gonna get them thru a lot of this icky stuff.
It was rather funny, last night I was at dinner w/ 2 girlfriends, I was telling them about me meeting B's future SIL family , there is a few D and remarriages and half siblings in their family as there is in B's. I said how it was different and new for me as its not common in my family at all, They said in a joking way, oh you are so naive, welcome to the REAL world. I laughed but thought, why is that the real world? yea I guess it is these days, but why?? dunno.
Ok just ramblin.
You are such a classy mom/woman Lissie I admire you.
Be Happy for this Moment, This Moment is your Life