Yoyo, flattery will get you everywhere with me.... You are defiantly right about my girls having me wrapped around their finger. It did not take my D for that to happen.... because it happened the first time I saw them. I was an instant softy.
Well not a whole lot to update everyone on. I know spring is supposed to be here but when you wake up and the temperature is 32 degrees...you just wonder if it will ever get here. I should not complain I did go golfing a couple of weeks ago and it was a beautiful day. Hopefully I can get another 18 holes in this weekend. Besides golfing...softball is going to be starting up for me next week. I have been looking forward to this time of year for sometime now. Though it is one more thing to cram into an already busy schedule.
My schedule(on my own and with my girls) is one of the bigger things that I have been trying to juggle. I find that all I seem to do is work, take care of my girls, and clean. Mind you I do take time out for myself, but, I would like to find time to finish school, volunteer, coach.... but I have no idea how I could do any of those right now. Maybe this is just the season that I am in or/perhaps maybe I need to re prioritize somethings.
One other thing that I struggle with, your opinions would be appreciated, is how do I answer my girls questions about OM. My struggle is this... My X has made it public that she and OM are in a R and are trying to play happy family together. So my girls have a lot of questions and confusion about this....along with hopes that we would reconcile.... My girls have a lot on their minds at such a young age, I don't want to add to their angst... Now I find myself being overly cautious in what I say to them about the D and OM...but I also don't want to leave them more confused.... As young as my girls are they are starting to put it all together. My oldest thinks that my X has two men...OM and me...but since we are/were married she thinks my X choose me and will come home in a couple of years. Just last night she told me that... I told DD6 that mommy broke up with me and choose to D me..which means we are no longer married... I try to let my girls know that this was my X's decision and that no matter what I love them. I don't want them getting stuck and angry about the past..despite their mothers choices life goes on.... So far I have been able to be open and honest with my girls about their questions without putting down their mom or OM. I'm just finding that harder and harder to do..
