Thanks, Corey. \:\)

I'm not completely ready to throw in the towel just yet, but I do need to continue with GAL activities. I can't wait on H to do things with me as it may not happen anytime soon. Gotta keep my PMA up for ME \:\) .

H's actions the other day (the hugs, WOA, etc) were nice but short lived. Yesterday, he was back to being mopey and said something about how I'm going to get everything - alimony, child support, etc, etc, life sucks.......

I wasn't planning on going anywhere yesterday but couldn't stick around here with him acting like that, so I called up one of my friends and decided to hang out with her and another friend for a few hours. Told H what I was doing and hoped he had a good evening with the boys. He didn't seem too happy about it but said nothing. When I got home around 11pm, he was already in bed asleep.

He's at work right now. I'm home, of course, and S3 and I are watching Go, Diego, Go! Actually, he's watching, I'm listening.

Getting over a painful experience is much like crossing monkey bars. You have to let go at some point in order to move forward. ~ Joseph Campbell