Lissett - I know you're not ready for this but when you feel you can, consider it is not Susan the whore that broke up your family. It was Javier. Your anger is displaced. You know where to take it.
I'm sorry if I'm out of place posting over here. Feels like I am. Nevertheless, you and I go way back. Don't let this anger have a stranglehold on you. It will break your beautiful spirit.