You are doing great with all these mixed messages - you are finding strength and staying tough. As I am finding out, detatching is difficult, but you seem to be realistic with your expectations.
So what did you do for YOU while H was away???
M=46 W=47 M=24 (together 26) D21, S19 Bomb 3/16/08 OM 3/28/08 WAW moved out 5/16 Divorce final 10/09