Yes, I am seeing a C and taking meds. Not really working though.
I just feel I am the erased man and it hurts bad.
MY FD responded to the 35W bridge collapse. I tried calling her 30+times to tell her I was heading to it. By the time I got hold of here and told her what was going on, she sounded so worried so concerned "please be careful" she said "love you". 20 days later, everything changed.
She went dark I went nuts. I always called her on my way in if I were called back to a fire at work. We work with small crews and that makes the job just that much more dangerous. I always wanted to talk to her in case something happened. Thought that would be appreciated, special, (maybe it was because she always seemed deeply concerned) but when I brought it up in a letter a little while back, she just chewed it up.
Why do we want them more when they turn mean to us?
