Things are still going alright. I continue to question in my mind if H has really ended it with whatever other women he is involved with. His actions seem to be inline with what he told me he would do. However, I do still question things like why did he leave for work an hour early this morning? (He told me that he had to work early for a client...even said the person's name and it is the woman he works for on Wednesdays). I am trying my best not to obsess about that stuff, but it is difficult.

Yesterday he left me a message about where he was and was home within a half hour of when I expected him. When he got home, I was making dinner and he came around and put his arms around my waiste and said "What's cookin'?" Then before he moved he slid his hand down and squeezed my tush. \:\) That totally made my day! This morning he gave me a little kiss on the cheek and said goodbye and that he would see me later that night.

It looks like he is really making an effort. I am scared that he is faking it. I know that someone gave him the (awful) adivce that he should fake that he is happy with me until he has enough money to move out and divorce me and then just drop a bomb on me. He told me at the time that he thought that was just too mean and he wouldn't do that. But he is someone who lies, so I am a little worried.

Well it is my lunch 1/2 hour, so I am going to go eat.

sara

Me-31 H-38
M: 5 yrs T: 7 yrs
No kids
Went to Prostitutes 10-1-06
Found out about OW 12-24-07
Bomb on EA/PA: 1-2-08
OW ended it with H "for good" 3-8-08
OW is back 4-19-08
H and OW tell me that they are in love 5-19-08
Filed for divorce 6-5-08
Divorced 7-2-08