Newbie here needing some advice part 2

[addie]

I just feel that I am taking some control back for myself. This is a good feeling as I feel I have been drug through the cleaners these last few months. I know I will make some mistakes along the way but I am continuing to change my whole outlook on how this works.

Ping, you have the right attitude. You have made some changes in yourself, you are regaining control of your own life and W is starting to notice. W was probably curious when you left the baseball practise. It's good to create some mystery. I'm sure you will make mistakes along the way - we all do. The important thing is to get right back on track when you backslide.