Cagz is really moving ahead Wierd...

[tpaschal]

*Focus on ME (ok not doing great on this one....work in progress)

I can't figure out what it is that God wants to do in me. Last night I told him that He had all of me. My H used to have all of me. Last summer I told him that I had died inside--that what he had done to me had killed me....I believe that to be true. WHO I WAS is dead...and it is time for some new stinkin' life!!

AGAIN today I say...I want my life back.

It is so GOOD for me to read your thoughts!

I still feel like a work in progress, too. But you know...I think in my M I had become stagnant as a person. Does that make sense? So stuck in the rut of being Mom, housewife, etc., that even though I did some fun things for myself or got together with friends, I wasn't GROWING as a person. So being a "work in progress" is an improvement!

(Course, I still wish the lightning bolt or 2x4 or whatever could have come in a form other than H's MLC, but.....maybe God knew that's what it would take. Not sayin' I'm happy bout it.......)

GO CAGZ!!!