he's just called me 4 times, I'm not picking up. Sent another txt to my email (I dont' have txt feature so we txt through email) but I didnt' read it for fear of upsetting me and because I want him to stop yanking my chain, a good friend from work who's been with me from the very beginning of my hell read it and deleted it (it will stay on the deleted folder where I can't read but can retrieve it if I have to use it)

I wont have contact with him until Monday -when he has to come for the kids- if I can help it. I know he'll call the house since I dont' have caller ID, no way to check if it is him. I know he squirms whenever I dont return his calls when he is calling me on the rare occasion I go dim, so NC should give him time to get off his hissy fit.

The house would sell for peanuts BH, and I rather buy off his part, I see their life is largely undisturbed because they are in their rooms with the people and friends they know in the neighborhood, I dont' want to move them.


Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2

30something
2kids
survivor of S, MLC, A, D
I have peace in my heart, at last.