I haven't nmanaged 7 months NC. Haven't managed NC for more than a 10 day stretch. Thats the problem. I try and try but I always seem to give in.

Asked about coffee...won't

Asked about how is your day...no answer

What she basically told me is things were not working for her. Couldn't tell me what things though. Couldn't tell me during the relationship when things were adding up. Hell I am open minded. She new that from these boards.

I know it is over. My heart just will not believe it.

I will not give her name on the boards here nor will I give my original name on these boards. That would not be right and I don't need that kind of BS