Guess I don't work today...they didn't call; but that is good cause my h is in school and now I get to come on here today!
Thanks for posting Joie; yep you are soooo right about bringing up the R talk. I have been doing it little by little for what seems like forever now! When I talk to h, sometimes he is really opened to it, and then there are times when he is not; he does get a bit defensive at times. And I think about his moods, well he is very confusing: Let me share here a bit....the other night when I said that he was tossing and turning?? and then he was closed up in the morning...well listen to this one...when he got home from school he was just toooo sweet..and then he told me that he loves when I fuss over him...and that his words "he is my baby" and he loves for me to mother him...see, he just is so confusing at times!
Yesterday when I got home from work I worked on his project for school for a few hours..and he worked on his speech he is giving today...I was totally exchausted and hurt my knee earlier..and when he came to bed he never made any moves (not normal for us, we have been like bunnies in bed for the last year and a half)...well this morning (I messed up, but I guess it was ok today), my h is getting ready for school (these days it takes him longer to get ready then me) and he is spraying tag on himself)...it only triggered old memmories and when he asked me how he looked, I said (bad me) you look good and you even got tag on..so I am sure you will get all the young girls attention that you are wanting...he said no liz, I just want to look good for my speach..I said, men dress for woman..he than asked me for a hug and kissed me, told me that I am the only one for him and that he doesn't want any of those girls at school, he only has eyes for me..I say, ya, and I am older and better in bed! he said, yes, but it is your love for me that I charrish...awww so cute.. I did mess up, but for some reason he didn't get mad and he left saying he was excited to come home to me!
You see my h loves to what he calls test the "love meter"..this is something he has always done with me (before he left me) so I guess I should be happy about it...but it is soooo hard to know what he is up too at times! MEN...can't figure them out at times at all!
But all and all, I have been doing really well...staying up-beat and I do believe that I will recover from this recent blast of the past!
