Got some good sleep last night. Had fun with the D. W came in about 10:30pm from her meeting. Felt Ok this morning when I got up but had some waves of emotion come over me at work.

I miss my W.

My W had left me a note on the counter asking me to take the baby seat out of my car and bring it inside. I took it out of my car and moved it over to her car. I did this all the time but within the last month she has started asking me to bring it in the house. It's like she does not want me to do anything for her anymore. She acts like she wants to do it herself. She has stopped calling me hun, treats me more like someone she works with..not like a friend or husband. She will say Thanks for things but that's it.

I guess that's why I feel stuck. I feel what I am doing is having no impact. If it is, I'm not seeing it, or I'm not seeing the forest for the trees..

Another thing that's bothering me. I've fell under 200# and can't seem to stop losing weight. People are starting to comment now that I have lost to much. I'm 6'5" and I now weigh 197 down from 232..the weight now loss has me worried.

Last edited by M from Tennessee; 04/30/08 12:20 PM.