Thanks GL, there will be no pressure from me. At least what this showed me is that she still has at least some interest as I feel she was checking up on me. Maybe not but that is the way I see it anyway. I will also not overdo this, S10 has ball practice tonight so I will act as if and go out there and help the practice as I have the past few weeks.
I just feel that I am taking some control back for myself. This is a good feeling as I feel I have been drug through the cleaners these last few months. I know I will make some mistakes along the way but I am continuing to change my whole outlook on how this works. I have to turn the roleplay and that would never happen if I acted needed and wouldn't let her go. I think I am starting to see how this is suppose to work, only time will tell.
