Things are ok. Work was great. Aside from having a piece of gum I really did not think of smoking at all. BUT... When I got home and started helping son with home work I was getting a little frustrated. I had asked wife to look over the grammar on the project we have been working on a few days ago. Well today I gave to her. After correcting my mistakes. She said “I wish you would have read this before you gave it to me" I (stupidly) became defensive and said ME: Of course I read it I wrote it. If you would have read it when I first asked you too I could have fixed it. Wife: YOU never told me to read it. ME: Yes I did it has been on the table Wife: nobody handed it to me. Me: Just like you did not "hand me" the cookie order. That is where we have a communication problem. Wife: well with our money sitch we should not have ordered any cookies anyway We both then dropped it. So I was thinking that before I go to bed I am going to say I am sorry for arguing with her today and I know it is now excuse but I have not had a Cigarette on two days...
Also a little later this evening Wife said her mom wants us to take her to "Voulpis". It was a bar we used to go to. BEFORE the A when we returned we would usually have sex. I told her that I don't want to go to Voulpis until we work things out... I need to talk to Bomb on the other board. He is going through allot right now but I need to ask him about the AD meds I am on. I have been taking then now for 2 weeks. It really does not make me feel any different except it is easier to distract myself from smoking.
Ok I need to go to bed now
later H
And if I claim to be a wise man, well It surely means that I don't know
