peace, Thanks for the thought. I did apologize last week during our R talk. It was for asking him to leave. And guess what? He totally forgot that I even asked him to leave. He forgot because he has been blocking out that day (on which we argued for the very last time). That day really shook him to the core. He hated that day. He even forgot that he sent me an apology email for the argument, etc.
I did email him this evening with my "complete" response to his question. The quetsion was what I did to change myself. I am praying that he takes it in a positive way.
I just finished talking to both my SSs. It was really nice chatting to them. Apparently one of them called my H last night. They still don't know when they are coming up to visit. I know they are looking forward to it, though.
It was a hard day today at work. I did a good job at work. That wasn't it. It was just hard thinking about my H from time to time. I missed him. I also felt God's peace from time to time. I feel like God is showing me that I need to hold on to all the changes I made. I am so glad that I have done the work to change and am conscious of keeping the changes.
