I just got back from ballgame. W had to work dugout tonight for S7's team. I may have looked her way 1-2 times during the game and that is it. I don't know if she ever looked my way or not but I wanted to make sure she didn't catch me looking her way.
In the last inning, I decided to be a little mysterious, W had ran up to another field to see some of our friends new dog that they brought to the games tonight. I went by and told S7 I had to go and to call me after the game and let me know if they won or not and gave him a hug. As I was walking to my car, I passed W, she asked where are you going, I told her I had something to do but I told S7 to call after the game to let me know if they won or not. She didn't appear to be too happy with this. I saw S10 about a minute later and gave him a hug and told him ILY and to sleep good tonight.
I feel that I am taking some positive steps with these moves, I feel that I am taking some control over myself and not being dragged around like a lost puppy. I just hope I am doing the right things here.
BTW, I have yet to recieve the phone call from S7 and I am sure the ballgame has been over for some time now.
