Hi Jeannine..first time to post..I will add you to my list for prayers...I was troubled by your story..your health is in major need of attention..I am not expert, but maybe out your h nd m on the back burner right now..get yourself healthy..I did not go back too far, but are you trying to care for parents too!
Beleive me, I have been there..in fact I believe that did not help my m..a few years ago when all these things started in my life my aging father was struggling on his own..I was over there all the time..had 2 sisters who kinda helped..but I neglected myself and my m..my kids too..I missed seeing my son go for his high school diploma because I felt I had to tend to my Dad and sit in the back..finally we decided he had to be in a nursing home...hardest thing I have ever done, but a load was lifted from my shoulders..you can't do it all...I will check in later to see how you are..give yourself permission to not have to feel obligated to anyone right now except yourself.
