Had a good day.Didn't do anything but recharge my battery.I'm feeling really good.I did do something I haven't done in years.I went on my ex websit.He has one for his nascar stuff.LOL
I'm left giggling with joy that fate has brought me down the path I'm on.He has a current pic of himself.To say I would be embarressed to be seen with him is a understatement.He used to be a semisexy man in a uniform.(if you close one eye and tilt your head to the left.) Now he has grown his hair really long and shaggy.Which is kind of funny since he is bald on top.It is gray,stringy,and looks like he never washes it.He also has grown a long beard that is also straggly and gross looking. He looks like a stray mutt.
I'm amazed by this.For years he was a neat freak.He just does not look like the man I knew.He looks so uncaring.Like nothing in the world matters to him. He looks like the unibomber.If I saw him walking down the street I would cross the street.He looks like a homeless man.He would scare me.Weird.
I'm so happy with how my life turned out.I know I would be unhappy if I had to watch his transformation.I'm sad for him.Just seeing his pic put a missing piece of the puzzle together for me.I aways wonder how he could just walk away without a care in the world.Now I know he doesn't care about himself no wonder he doesn't care about his children.
I wonder if he is mentally ill.He looks like the walking dead.
Well enough of that.I can't do anything about it.And I don't even care to try.
Later Friends Briget
The grass is always greener over the septic tank... Erma Bombeck
Treat hate with Love... DR. Martin Luther King
