ok guys, I need to vent. I was having a good 2 days. I'm going back to school in August (to be a drug and alchohol counselor -- something I"v e wanted to do for years), I bought my first I pod, and there was no contact with h!!!
I'm finding that when I talk to him I just rage inside. I need help detatching in a big way. I hate him so much right now. what he's doing to me, my d5 asking "when is daddy coming home?" every 2 minutes, the whole thing. HE is LITERALLY someone I don't know. my therapist told me that when men engage in an affair it is quite like a drug addiction -- the "good" feelings are addicting so they begin to act like an addict. that is exactly what I feel like -- like I'm dealing with an addict. my mom was an alcoholic my whole childhood and this is exactly what it feels like.
