Hey Sara, its Jeff from St Louis. I seen your comments you left at MY POST
Thanks for your comments, I don't feel very amazing Its unbelievable how painful this is, I know you have felt it and I'm sorry, I wouldn't wish this pain on anyone.
I believe in God, and I pray everyday that he has a plan I keep comming back to this reading
1 Corinthians 13 (New Living Translation) 13:4-7 Love is patient and kind. Love is not jealous or boastful or proud or rude. It does not demand its own way. It is not irritable, and it keeps no record of being wronged. It does not rejoice about injustice but rejoices whenever the truth wins out. Love never gives up, never loses faith, is always hopeful, and endures through every circumstance.
I believe in what this says, except to a point. I'm in limbo W doesn't say she wants to work things out and W doesn't talk about leaving. I just want direction in my life. I'm willing to work things out and if W leaves, I'm willing to let her figure out if that is what she wants. But at some point I'm going to give up, I'm going to lose faith, how can you continue to love someone who doesn't love you.
Its been extremely hard on me, I'm usually a can do person, I know what I want, I don't have problems making decisions, and I'm living in a world of uncertainty that I cannot control
At least I'll know that I did everything I could and followed Gods will, forgivness, and love
Improve, Protect, Love
M45 W41 D9, D6, D6, S5 M 10 years OM confirmed 12/07 merry christmas to me PA confirmed 03/08
