Very well put, Michelle. That's exactly how I feel.
H gets a few more weeks of my doing things this way and if I don't see/feel a shift, or if he doesn't commit to Retro. I'm dark. Lovingly dark.
Me: 42/H: 37 T: 10 years/M: 8 D9, S8 Bomb: 7.23.07 Separated: 1.20.08 D Final 3.19.09 Affair started in '05, found out parts in 11/07. They married 11.26.09