Nutty,
Yeah I agree that it would just be easier to not see my H right now since I do know and sense that he is cycling recently. I know not to get my hopes up, and I honestly feel like he has a long way to go yet untill he wakes up - if ever.

However, I allready havent seen him for over two months and it would be nice to catch up with him. We both have been very distant with each other since he last left and I have found out that he is doing a little bit of everything right now. He has seen me go out and GAL and so now instead of sitting at the bar every night, he is now in a band and has joined the Kiwana's club and has volunteered to be the project manager of a large golf tournament and is remodeling his new house he is going to rent out next month.

I have a feeling that he will back out as usual.
TIPPER