I had to start my Mom on an anti-psychotic last Friday, she is getting way out there now.
I thought it was beginning to help until today when she went bonkers on me. This along with me having debilitating abdominal pain all day, along with some some bleeding.
Then my H came by to take me to our appointment with a bankruptcy attorney. Yep, another fun issue.
And then of course there is the whole business of my H moving out, part time and conditional, but all the same, he will be gone more than not. And I can't be sure that he will ever come back to us.
I felt his distance and saw it in his face from the moment he arrived to the moment he left. I'm afraid I didn't have my DB cap screwed on nearly tight enough. I could feel my world collapsing and the day had drained the life force from my being.
My little male dog is crying right now because he keeps waiting for his daddy to come back. This too breaks my heart.
