I am closing on my land today. This is so hard for me. I had to call H so he could sign on the paperwork. It was hard because I want him to tell me not to do it. I want him to tell me that I don't need to build another house. I want him to tell me that this whole thing is crazy, and it has gone too far. I know he won't say that, but I want to hear it so bad. I hate this.