AmyC

[COG]

LNF,

I think knowing this fact all along has haunted me in some way. It is heartbreaking to think that I may never share my life and walk in those twilight years with a husband by my side. It brings to the surface all sorts of sadness and well, fear kinda encompasses most of the emotion. Coming to terms with that has been an uphill battle and continues to be one.

I feel your pain. I think our goal should be to find peace, joy, and fulfillment in our lives as a "single" being, whether we are legally M or single. Once we have achieved that, having a mate at your side may not be as important to survival as it seems right now. In fact, some find out that being single is the best gift they've ever given themselves.

Not downplaying the importance of M reconciliation, just noting the silver lining.

God Bless,

COG

PS I don't have an active thread anymore. There doesn't seem to be a topic section that fits. The M and life are doing well though.