The crap gets old, I only have about two bad days out of ten now, of course I have been living the way you describe for about a year and couple months. Funny thing is you will reach a point in which, you will think whatever you want is fine by me. I could enjoy my life with you or without you.
I think once you reach that point then you completely realize you will be okay. The only thing that makes me sad anymore is thinking about our S. and how it is going to hurt him. Short of that I really don't give a crud. Because this looney isn't the person I love anyway. She is a shell of who my W. used to be.
GF- I am actually there at that point. I know I will be OK. I get sad thinking about my D2. I wanted to be a full time parent this time around but looks like my W wants to take that from me. Makes me that much more determined to be the best part time dad I can be for my D..As for the W, it's going to hit her like a ton of bricks one day, she will wake up, we will be D'd and she will think, "What a major mistake I made"..
