Update-not on the computer much last night. Worked out yesterday after work. Started a new workout, sore today. After getting home I walked downstairs with my shirt off, W noticed my 4 pack abs which should be a 6 pack in a bit. She said "you should be proud" I am proud but i wish she was proud. I don't think she is and I don't know if DB'ing is going to work in my sitch.
Gave D2 a batch last night, played a bit then made chocolate covered banana pops covered in sprinkles and peanuts. They are in the freezer now. D will have a treat after daycare today. Into work late today D2 up all night, then I had to drop D at daycare. W had a meeting...it's a legit meeting (GL) I checked.
Our sitch, being in the same house, we have a normal routine. She cooks for me, I cook for her, we do things for each other. There is no intimacy. I don't see any changes in her what so ever. I think she wants this D to go through and there is nothing that I can do to stop it.
I noticed my D2 went over to the wedding picture of the W and I and pointed to me and said daddy, then pointed to W and said mommy..my W had a really sad look on her face when that happened.
Called my W this morning on my way in to see if she had gotten someone to watch D during our MC appointment on Thurasday at 6:00..she said "had not thought about it, do you want me there?" I said come if you want, it's up to you.
