Thank you so much for the support. I was really hoping to hear from you.
I'm sorry I wasn't able to respond sooner, but my own real life sister is in crisis and I ended up on the phone with her for most of Wednesday. Her XH has been stalking her and her five grown children for the last 11 yrs. He has been classified as a sexual deviant by a psychiatrist and a psychopath by a detective who has been trying to solve a murder case which may or may not involved her X. She and her girls have been looking over their shoulders for years and continue to fear for their well being.
My H does not know about this bb and my involvement with it, so when he gets home, I don't have much opportunity to post. I did check and read your post Tuesday night while he was in the shower though. It helped fortify me for the rest of the night.
I've read in your other posts that you have strong physical reactions to the stress that went on after the bomb went off (bombS...eeek). I believe you mentioned full body spasms and hives? I've had physical reactions to my situation also.
I'm not trying to be unkind when I say that it was a relief to actually read that someone else has experienced some pretty intense (and sometimes downright strange) physical reactions too.
I can't recall if you had mentioned that you,d lost a considerable amount of weight as well. I can't get out of the 90s range myself. Even the clothes that I'd gotten after I dropped, are too big for me now.