I think she's back

[Starshyne]

Thank you so much for the prayer nephariti and really appreciate it. I do believe that the Lord is revealing the truth and that my H can't hide things forever. It just gets to me that this man is a Christian. He was my spiritual leader and a good one at that. On Sunday (the day we spent together) he told me that he could feel the Spirit of God for the 1st time in awhile.

Day 2 of the new "plan" went well. H texted me when he got off work and told me where he was going. I reminded him of the plans I had with my mom. He left me a note at home saying that he was working out and what time he expected to be home. And sure enough he was home in that time frame (dripping with sweat, so obviously had worked out...yuck). He said that he needed to go to Wal-mart to return the mp3 player he bought because it wasn't complatible with his lap top. I was thinking "here we go again...." but he said, "do you want to come?" So I went along with him and he thanked me for keeping him company.

Sometimes I feel like people on here and in my life outside of here are telling me that it is time to give up. Maybe I am stubborn, but I am not ready for that. If I gave up now, I wouldn't feel like I had done all that I could to save this marriage. I still think it can be saved. Maybe I am naive about that at this point, but I don't care. I am going to keep working on saving things until I feel like I have exhausted all options.