I really only think about it for a minute. With these meds I can pretty easily distract myself. I would be easier if I only had one thing to work with. I am doing ok. This morning was allot easier getting to work. I am proud of myself though. I was going to make sure I did not have any money in my pockets so I could not go buy some if I wanted. But it ended up having the money and I still have not bought Cig.s in 3 days now. Yesterday after I pick up son from school we went and got slurpys with the money I saved. The only thing that would have made this more enjoyable and easier would have been if my wife was an active participant. I mean wouldn't it have been nice if she would have offered to reward me with a little "nookie" each day that I have gone without?? That's cigarettes... If was for each day I have gone without nookie... I lost track after 380 days....
Anyway thanks for checking up on me. I do appreciate it...
Later
H
And if I claim to be a wise man, well It surely means that I don't know
That's cigarettes... If was for each day I have gone without nookie... I lost track after 380 days....
